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In
Search Of The Soul
- by Alan -
1) General Considerations…
The
Soul, in most cases, is "sensed" or "felt" as an observed presence,
rather than directly registered by the physical senses in sensory
perception. The Soul exists in a realm of manifestation above and beyond
the physical/ material plane, and determines everything and process on
that plane, while simultaneously superseding them. The Soul controls all
destiny everywhere on the physical plane - WE do not.
The Soul is the spiritual essence of conditions on the
physical plane. A sufficiently sensitive observer can learn to perceive
its presence through reflection in the environment as instances of
Soul-to-Soul identification. The more work done in developing the
personal Soul presence (the Jivatman in Sanskrit terminology), the more
attuned to the additional Soul "vibrations" in the environment one
becomes.
The Jivatman is an expression of a much more extensive
condition - (again in Sanskrit) the Mahatman, or Great Soul. In this
context, the entire universe has the Mahatman as its Soul, again
existing beyond the physical plane of that universe and superseding it.
Since it is not a fundamentally physical form, the Great Soul is not
bound by the "rules" of physical activity - it is not trapped in
temporal, liner, causal, or logical relationships. It is not bound by
logic, ethics (although it remains SUPREMELY ethical), or human moral or
social considerations and understanding. It is eternal and omnipresent,
perhaps even extending beyond what we experience as "this" universe into
all other conceivable universes. The Great Soul is FREE in the most
literal sense, as is it's personal form, the Jivatman. On the Soul
level, and ONLY that level, we are truly free beings!
This freedom carries with it a profound responsibility to focus
awareness on the greatest, highest, best level of consciousness
available. Because we have limited free will, we can choose to ignore
this responsibility and remain fixated on material living, but this
choice dooms us to live in the condition of physical vulnerability,
scarcity, and (ultimately) mortality evidenced by physical sensory
perception. Thus, embracing the Soul on all levels is the only hope of
attaining any freedom anywhere from the condition of material bondage on
the physical plane. This includes the Ultimate Freedom - immortality
following the death of the physical organism and accompanying cessation
of sensory experience!
In the context of the preceding paragraphs, it can be asserted
that the best hope for the preservation of consciousness following death
is the development of the Jivatman during life. This can be very
problematic, because the traits best suited to enhanced Soul development
are antithetical to the traits required for survival and material gain
on the physical plane! Material prosperity as a goal forces the focusing
of awareness on the sensory condition as a means of manipulating that
condition for the outcome of perceived personal advantage. This, in
turn, grounds awareness in and on the body, not the mind - and certainly
not the Soul - the most rarefied, ethereal region of that mind. This is
the reason why sincere spiritual practitioners throughout history have
pursued lives of poverty, austerity, and humility - they directly
perceived the profound threat of materialism and sensual gratification
to higher consciousness and the development of the empowered Soul.
In this vein, a discussion of some of the traits of an empowered,
developed Soul follows in the next series of paragraphs. Since this area
of endeavor is (as far as we can know) most available during the span of
this life, the reader is encouraged to ponder the material next
presented deeply and sincerely as the best chance at post-mortem
survival in the afterlife, and genuinely moral living while still in
this one...
2) Characteristics Of The Soul...
Purity
Although the Soul traits listed here are not given in any particular
order, this trait is perhaps the most characteristic and defining! An
expanded discussion of this matter follows in the next paragraphs...
I have noted in the preceding arguments that the Soul as an
entity in consciousness is not to be considered in the same "sense" as
other mental manifestations. It is certainly of a significantly more
rarefied character than physical sense impressions, and additionally
more rarified than the emotional responses linked to those sense
impressions. The Soul is also more rarefied than ideas, no matter how
subtle they may be, because these are utterly associated with the ego,
which is in turn a mental extension of the central nervous system,
itself an extension of the physical body on the material plane.
Although the Soul is certainly a mental concept, it has no material
referent on the material, physical plane - hence its existence is
frequently denied by even psychological science, and is not treated in
the physical sciences at all. For these reasons, the Soul can and should
be regarded as a PURE mental condition - its lack of physical referents
literally renders it immune to the material influences that effect other
mental manifestations, such as greed, fear, lust, selfish love, apathy,
loneliness, anger, and so on. In either the personal (Jivatman) or
collective (Mahatman) expression, the Soul exists beyond ideation, but
NOT beyond perception, although we must be willing and able to focus
consciousness entirely away from lesser levels of perception to
experience it's manifestation. As I said, a PURE condition…
Innocence
Allied to Purity is the trait of Innocence. Because the Soul is
dissociated from the physical, material plane, it is not subject to any
form of temptation that might conceivably lead to its Fall from Divine
Grace. The Soul has no material needs or shortcomings: it is complete in
its condition of Radiance and Splendor before God! And Inasmuch as it
"needs" nothing, everything "needs" it to exist! The Soul exists at the
center and foundation of consciousness and drives ALL other conscious
processes into being, including sensory perception on the physical plane
(or state, if you will) of being. This unique spiritual status "allows"
it to exist in a state of Pure Innocence, devoid of any malevolent,
hostile, or selfish motivation. Like God, the Soul Is Pure Love.
Vulnerability
This is one of the most difficult Soul traits to understand
and work with, threatened as the human ego is by all manner of menaces
and perceived deficiencies, great and small. It seems from the egoic
perspective that we can never really have ENOUGH - enough love, enough
possessions, enough security, enough health, enough power and influence,
and so on. Due to these fundamentally illusory deficits, we always want
MORE - the ego is never satisfied for long!
Because of the threat conception (known in psychology as the
Catastrophic Expectation) that lies at the foundation of the ego, we are
driven to construct elaborate systems of manipulation to protect our
perceived vulnerability. This frequently occupies enormous amounts of
mental time and energy to the detriment of all else as the highest
mental priority, and any form of vulnerability is seen as supremely
dangerous.
Let us examine this state of affairs in more detail, beginning with a
cold, hard look at the reality of life in the body on the physical
plane. The ego has what is essentially an impossible task - the safety
and security it seeks can only be transitory at best when faced with
the fundamental state of the universe, which is CHAOS of all forms and
expressions. In this foundational context, life really IS dangerous,
unstable, and unpredictable. This is reality on the physical plane.
What matters is what we DO with that reality. Certainly some
effort expended for the sake of security is justified - the question is
how much? Since this is a game we all must lose eventually, what are the
alternatives? Why is Vulnerability considered as a Soul trait? In a way,
it comes down to priorities...
If my priority in life is Spiritual Rectitude, then the Soul, as the
focus of spirituality and spiritual living, must come first, above and
beyond all other considerations. This essentially means that I must
accept that the vulnerable, transitory, chaotic nature of physical
existence is intentional, not accidental, and reflects the Divine Will.
From the perspective of God and the Soul, existence is perfect, and as
it should be! This is why Vulnerability reflects the Soul - we suffer in
life as an opportunity to Realize the Soul and Higher Conscious
Perception. Rather than resist this condition of suffering, we should
embrace it as the true path to Salvation by living in utter
vulnerability and defenselessness! Only in this way can we know the
blissful release from the ego and be FREE beings as God intended.
Radiance
The Soul exists in a state of permanent spiritual Radiance - a
superluminous internal and external condition that pertains to the
Biblical observation that "The Kingdom of Heaven lies within you, and
all around you!" In truth, there is only one condition that is an
exception - the human body and sense perception! The "container" of
awareness blocks the experience of the full radiance of the Soul by
focusing attention on the physical plane and survival.
The Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung discovered at least a
partial revelation regarding this in his Theory of the Archetypes of the
Collective Unconscious. Briefly, he defined the Archetypes as existing
in a fundamentally chaotic realm (in the genetic structure of the brain,
perhaps?) beyond direct observation, but postulated that they exerted
psychic "pressure" on the mind that resulted in the formation of
Cultural Archetypal Symbols that could be observed, albeit usually only
as the result of therapeutic intervention. These symbols are always
culturally specific, but Jung was able to generalize them with
cross-cultural labels. The Soul is one such label, and there are at
least hundreds of others which he cataloged over the course of his life.
One of the characteristics of Archetypal Symbols which Jung
specified in his therapeutic practice (which he referred to
Transpersonal Psychology) was an internal "luminosity" in the psyche
(i.e. total mind) which he called numinousity. They "stand out"
in the unconscious mind against the general background condition. As one
works ones way deeper and deeper into the unconscious, through the
Freudian repressed sexual content of the personal unconscious and into
the Jungian Collective Unconscious region, more and more intense,
numinous, and significant Archetypal Symbols are encountered. At the
core of the Collective Unconscious lies a symbol he referred to as the
Self, the Jungian analog of the Soul! Hence, the Radiance noted here as
a trait of the Soul - this Radiance (intense numinance) is an internal
coefficient of the Soul's manifestation in the mind.
What then of the External Radiance? The perception of the Radiance
"outside" is an extension of the perception of the Radiance "inside" -
we first must do the very difficult work of Soul Realization on an inner
level to recognize the Soul Presence on the outer level - remember that
the Soul creates the perceived world, not vise versa. A sufficiently
Realized person (an admitted rarity, although such people do exist and
have existed throughout history) literally experiences the Universal
Presence of the Soul in all things everywhere, within and without, and
LIVES in that Radiant state!
The Sanskrit term for this condition is Samadhi - literally
"blending" - in which the personal consciousness of the individual is
blended with the Universal Consciousness of the Soul. There are levels
of Samadhi ranging from temporary to permanent, culminating in Maha
Samadhi - the physical death of the organism! In the practice of
Spiritual Yoga, death is seen as a blessing - the ultimate release from
worldly suffering and sensory illusion.
I personally have experienced the first stage of Samadhi
(known as Sivakulpa Samadhi) in deep meditation, and have subsequently
noted that an enhanced level of Soul "recognition" in the physical world
"around me" was the result. We don't go to the Soul - the Soul comes to
us when we are ready for the experience, but thereafter we can perceive
it much more frequently everywhere. As a partial list, I have sensed the
Soul Radiance in a dog (!), a painting, a few other people, a cartoon, a
motor vehicle, a lake, on a mountain top, and (most importantly) myself,
to name a few instances! Wouldn't trade it for the world...
Acceptance
We have probably all heard the prayer "Lord, please grant me the courage
to change the wrong things in life, patience to Accept those that I
cannot change, and wisdom to know the difference!" This sequence
deals with Acceptance as it concerns the Soul.
I mentioned in previous paragraphs that the Soul determines
all events and outcomes on the physical plane, WE do not. I am quite
convinced of the accuracy of this claim, as I have clearly seen it
demonstrated time and time again over the course of my life. The Soul is
in control - WE are not. This condition is nowhere more relevant than in
matters of personal spiritual growth and Enlightenment. The Soul
determines when, where, and HOW to manifest its presence in human
consciousness and affairs.
Now, it is certainly true that we can prepare ourselves for Soul
Encounters through any number of spiritual exercises in an enormous
number of traditions. I personally have practiced Yoga (Hatha,
Kundalini, Bachti, Raja), intensely studied Cabala (frequently referred
to as "The Yoga of the West"), practiced Christianity (I am a Confirmed
Methodist and Episcopalian), and participated in numerous Hindu,
Buddhist (practicing various types of meditation in both traditions),
and Native American rites over the years. Yet I am convinced that my
Jivatman, although conditioned by these experiences, has benefited most
from patient Acceptance of the need to WAIT for epiphanies of
Enlightenment to manifest themselves in my life according to what I now
know was/is the Self's/Soul's discretion.
The spiritual journey on the Path of Enlightenment is long and
arduous, with many pitfalls and backward steps along the way,
customarily requiring the full course of a life and a lifetime of
commitment and sacrifice. There are no shortcuts, no instant
illuminations (although there ARE epiphanies - bursts of
Enlightened perception - these are far and few between), no magic
formulas to circumvent sustained hard work and dedication.
And the Soul also mirrors this level of personal acceptance and patience
in its Realm of Being. Perhaps the best model of this process (although
there are many) is demonstrated by basic Hindu cosmology. Again,
briefly, out of a preformative condition known as the Brahmin, the
Creator aspect of God, Brahma, precipitates into manifestation, and then
performs Creation in consequence. He does not act alone in this, however
- he acts in concert with two additional Divine entities - Vishnu, the
Preserver aspect of God, and Shiva, the Destroyer aspect. Vishnu
sustains Creation following Brahma's initial outpouring. Shiva
eventually removes the completed expressions of Creation when they have
served their Karmic purpose, and recycles the Cosmic Energy involved
back into the Brahmin in an enhanced format that "upgrades" it into a
higher state of vibration. This enhanced vibration is then returned into
manifest form as Brahma, and the cycle begins again, albeit on a
slightly higher vibrational level than before. The reader should realize
here that this description is an absolute simplification of a process
about which VOLUMES have been written, but it covers the salient points!
In Jungian discourse, the Self/Soul encompasses the whole
process just outlined above, combined within one entity, but the
process itself remains relevant. Particularly the action of Vishnu the
Preserver expands across time and space on the physical plane we
experience as existence. Although we generally think of God/Soul/Self as
omnipotent, "He" does, in fact, have a few limitations! He cannot break
His own rules. He cannot expand beyond His condition. Since He Is Love,
He cannot act out of fear, hate, or resentment. He cannot exceed the
measure of His control over Himself. And, in the Aspect of Vishnu, He
must ACCEPT Karma (Destiny) as the framework of existence, and work
within that framework. Free Will requires no less. And even if we have
only limited free will in life, we still make decisions and act in the
world as individual fields of consciousness. Thus, even the Soul is
constrained by the Acceptance of Free Will as the vehicle of Karma and
the measure of destiny on the physical plane!
Grace
The quality of Grace is predominantly what enables the Soul to manifest
the level of Acceptance noted in the preceding paragraphs. While Free
Will is arguably the greatest Divine entitlement bestowed upon humanity,
Grace is the Soul trait that conveys patience to the Soul and to human
beings on Earth.
Imagine for a
moment that the Soul could fall into the Pit of Impatience in a lapse of
Grace. What would be the consequences for human beings of this lapse? I
must maintain that they would be catastrophic on a world level. Without
the Divine Patience of the Soul at the source of Creation, fanaticism
would become the rule in Heaven, and reflected on Earth. What if God
were to become an impulse-ridden maniac, arbitrarily sowing destruction
in Heaven and on our physical plane? The Preservation of Vishnu would
become an impossibility, and Shiva's Destruction would reign supreme
everywhere! For this reason, Grace is a key trait of the Soul - without
it, the entire Cosmic Balance is lost in Heaven
and on Earth. Grace is THAT critical!
Fortunately, the nightmare scenario described in the preceding paragraph
is almost certainly never to occur (at least until the End of Time!) -
God Is Love, after all, and loves His human children unconditionally,
tolerating all but the most flagrant moral failings of the flesh, and
sometimes even those, in consequence of His gift of Free Will. Only in
the Last Days, when humanity has become incorrigibly corrupt will He
wipe the slate clean in the Last Judgment. Until then, the Divine Being,
resplendent in the Mahatman, will continue to Radiate Grace and shed
that Grace onto the physical plane.
Compassion
Allied to the trait of Grace is the trait of Compassion. The
Soul/Self/God knows how difficult the condition of consciousness
embedded in the flesh, and at the mercy of the central nervous system,
is and manifests a continuous state of Compassion in consequence. The
Soul also extends this Compassion to Itself as it bears the knowledge of
all human suffering throughout history - past, present, and future. In
fact, the Soul spontaneously and continuously Radiates ALL of the traits
listed here (and many more - this list is by no means complete)
everywhere and forever in Its Grace and Compassion.
As the trait of Compassion Radiates onto the physical plane,
we are tasked with applying it in our interactions with each other, and
to understand the EXTREMELY challenged state of physical, biological
awareness. We are ALL so very imperfect, vulnerable, and mortal after
all! We are asked by the Soul to at least pause in our daily struggles,
rise above our condition, and embrace each other on the Soul’s Plane
through Compassion and tolerance. As we all know, this can be most
difficult amid the blizzard of sense impressions continuously inundating
the central nervous system.
I have used the practice of meditation to periodically interrupt ihe stream of physical sensory data during the day to great
effect, and this creates more "elbow room" to experience and practice
Compassion in consequence. As an imperfect physical being, I know that I
will tend to fall back into the Pit of Ignorance (after all, this is the
baseline state of human awareness!) and I also extend the Soul
level of Compassion to myself as I continue to seek a better way,
understanding that I WILL fail and fall down on the Path. But I WILL
also get back up and continue to walk forward toward Enlightenment!
Forgiveness
The trait of Forgiveness is allied to Compassion and frequently even
MORE difficult to practice, particularly when the perceived wrong is
most grievous in character - and, to be sure, the physical plane is
filled with grievous wrongs of every kind on every level!
As mortal, vulnerable flesh we are continuously subject to
injury and injustice - the ONE guarantee of life is suffering. And we
have a natural tendency to retaliate against perceived aggression by
others as a first impulse - to “shoot first and ask questions later”. So
it can be accurately said that we are predisposed to vengeful,
intolerant behavior.
The Soul has none
of this - it exists in a permanent state of Grace in which tolerance and
understanding are the norm. Forgiveness is the natural condition of the
Soul - just as eating and breathing are the natural conditions of the
flesh. The Soul/Self/God automatically forgives Itself for the Act of
Creation and all its negative consequences, including human suffering,
since that Act was performed in LOVE, as an outpouring of Universal
Grace. This is why the old expression "To Err is human, to Forgive
Divine!" is so literally accurate. And, as has been the case in prior
examples, the Soul Radiates this "option" onto the physical plane as the
possibility of human Forgiveness, no matter how agonizing its application
may be.
The human reward for the successful completion of this task is the
unburdening of the Jivatman of the ongoing burden of anguish and hatred
held within it as long as the task remains incomplete. Many people carry
lifelong unhealed wounds resulting from perceived wrongs that shape all
their attitudes and behavior and can only be released by Forgiving the
perpetrator(s) for inflicting the injury(s) involved. Surely the relief
experienced through Forgiveness is more than enough reward!
Detachment
This final Soul trait is perhaps the most difficult one for the human
mind to grasp - nothing is more central to ego awareness than the
attachment to the objects and processes present on the physical plane.
Attachment defines human identity. Attachment preserves human culture
and, through tools and technology, human life. In reality, we are all
natural attachment ADDICTS!
The Soul, by comparison, exists in a state of, and Radiates
forth, Purity and Pure Detachment - It "needs" nothing, as does the ego,
which needs EVERYTHING to maintain its illusory manifestation on the
physical plane, which is itself another, more complex illusion. In
reality, only the Soul/Self/God is Real, and ALL other expressions are
outpourings of Divine Love in the Act of Creation - God’s Gift of Love
to God. God Is Love, albeit existing in a dimension beyond human
comprehension.
"Beyond human comprehension" does not (paradoxically) mean
"beyond human attainment", however. We can aspire to the Soul level of
Detachment while still incarnate on the physical plane by learning to
recognize the signs of attachment early on, before the related addiction(s) become fully manifest in our consciousness. Any time I find
myself becoming overly fixated on ANYTHING on the physical plane (or any
other "plane", for that matter) I must carefully examine this fixation
for signs of burgeoning attachment. This applies to wealth, sex, food,
shelter, clothing, transportation, human love, intellect, and even
faith. In fact, belief systems (e.g. faith/political/ethnic) are
notorious sources of addiction, that, when practiced en mass can lead to
horrific violence, warfare, and chaos on global scales.
Anytime I find myself liking something too much, the red flags come out,
and I know it's time to put the brakes on! It may be OK to love the
Soul/Self/God, but it's NOT OK to love anything on the physical plane
because everything here is transitory and doomed to extinction. Any
emotional bonds formed here are also doomed, no matter how delightful
they may seem. A much better idea is to learn to seek personal
Enlightenment through Detachment. We were not created to serve the
interests of the ego and physical senses (however insistent they may be)
but to Know, Love, and Serve the Soul/Self/God - in reality One Being of
Love and Light called by many names!
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from Alan with Love
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